Wednesday, August 5, 2009
The girl I like looks good if she's catwoman.The picture of her acting cool is just so damned cute. Her fingers locked makes her soo adorable. The saddest thing of all is that she's attached, hmmmmm............ When I look at this pic its kinda , you know, motivational. Talking to her now....My heart is melting even though she's a mile away. Heard whats going on in 0911d, my ex-classmate going berserk i guess,,How could he push Syahirah around?. I wish I was there, he acting strange since I was gone? It would be better if i were there. He's got close to no-one to support him, in some ways, i feel sry for him, but then again....doing that to a girl? Talking also to Vidya, a more than a decade friend. She got a Jap for a boyfriend. Miss the girl, ate a Big-mac and thought about her for a while(make that the whole night). Can you please meet up with me????I cant get a good night sleep if I dont see you. Sniffs,
soldiering on; 5:35 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
No other way to put it, sunway sucks. No reason for anything to suck like this.Ate dominoes , ate to depression. Went online on msn late,last night.Chat with the girl, I felt so happy to talk to her. God, I miss her. Played Generals Zero Hour. Lost 120 units in war against Chinese opponents. My depression must have caught up with my strategy. I wish everything was back to normal,if I could see THE GIRL again, that would make me the happiest guy ever. If only she knew,.........Just started on 20kg weights, not enough power, couldn't do more than 2 reps. Watched W. again, nice movie,inspirational eye-opener I guess. Go watch it. Malaysia's boring now, I wish I was in Singapore, how idiotic of me not to have seen that ! JC life's better,what more,seeing that girl everyday is great . She knows it, she denying it? When she crys, its as if the whole world stops rotating, when she's happy, her smile melts and iceberg.Tuned in to CNN just now, the usual, American troops pressing hard on Taliban stronghold in the East. Then comes the liberal shit,I'm so sick of it, first time I actually appreciated Singaporean censorship. I think right now, I appreciate every damn thing the Singaporean government does.Ouh man. My best advice: don't bother arguing with anyone, trust me,when you leave for someplace else, you're gonna miss him/her(even if u dislike the aforementioned person) .Going Langkawi in a weeks time.Why am I going there for? Dunnoe. Take care homies, peace out.
soldiering on; 7:59 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Just talked to the girl i soooooo freaking missed........haiz, last time i was in class...see that face of hers,all i can say is -damn she fine,her hair,soo nice,i've always wanted to run my hands down that hair.....i miss her a LOT...her guy,the luckiest in the world...,Anyhoo-, lets see what I did on saturday.Yeah, coodinating a proper withdrawal from Singapore, taking stuff out from Clementi, shit out from innova JC, shit out of every corner of singapore.....First when to Dhoby Gaut, posh-fuckin-place, met up with ma' gang.They weren't as fun as before, but, hey-cant blame them, their PW is the end of this year. Did some shit untill about 4, before I left to go to bishan to see Renjie-freedom sing, (god knows why?)but frankly, he sang quite well...met chink brother cheese...talk,explain some shit....then went to Kranji,took some bubble tea shit,there they waited for me to get on a bus that would take 2hours to get my ass back to JB.My other homies,nat ad haz aso miss me, put me in their blogs,havent read it yet,man, i miss them,i hope someday when i come to sg i will see them again...... My homie,and co-creater of this blog bdae is around the corner--soon. Didnt have time to meet all my homies,damn.All right, soo i guess i was meant to be in sg....thats the end of ma' ten years there folks ! and who am I kidding? i love singapore now. before i go,,...something:
A man sat on a rooftop of his house,his neighbourhood was flooded,water rising......
He prays, and a boat comes by.The man on the boat said "HEY ! GET ON THE BOAT! OR YOU'LL DROWN!'. " GOD WILL SAVE ME!' says the man on the house.The boat sped of and this time a raft came by.The person yelled 'HEY! GET YOUR ASS ON THE RAFT OR YOU'LL DROWN!'. The man on the house refused and insisted GOD will save him.The raft drifts off. Then a helicopter came, the pilot yells " HEY MOUNT UP! OR YOU'LL DROWN DAMN IT!'.
The man on the rooftop still said 'NO!' and said that GOD will save him.The helicopter flew off and in the end.....................................the man drowns.
The man is now in heaven, he sees GOD and asks him, 'WHY GOD?WHERE WERE YOU?I WAS CALLING FOR YOU AND YOU IGNORED ME!'..........God answers 'i sent a speedboat,a raft and a helicopter-what more do you want?'
somethings in life,are not the way they seem
PEACE OUT ...take care all ma' homies
soldiering on; 5:32 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
To everyone of ma' homies, I am not studying in singapore again. I will be taking a Crash Course for medicine in JB after which i will be moving to the US. Before I leave , i'm gonna have a party in Singapore,any requests?Gonna miss you guys man, Peace Out!
PS:not a joke
soldiering on; 6:15 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
crappy, life sucks, jc even more.
let's see, june holidays, still not much time spent with ma' homies, crappy tests coming, sry 4 ma' homie, his old man just left him.Tmrw and saturday are days i might be looking forward to. i had a dream that I was going back to sec schl, well, if only it were true. fuk, I shudda lived each day in sec schl as if it was....well,u noe.JC life would suck big time for me if it werent for ma' PW group, and the group that keeps me company in the morning. anw, ma' homie's old man once said, if i ever fell into any kind of trouble with any person, i could always call him, that phrase keep ringin' in my head man,just ringin'-a good man he was . I can only pray,nothin else. Friday pissed me off, badly. Ma' aunt told me, while chucking 2 humon-fuckin-gous plastic bags full of things to bring back to JB and said, "you've been staying here for quite some time, let's see if your results are good". Ai'te bitch, I got your point, but then,she continued with her babble-fuck and kept sayin the same phrase over and fucking over again like a fuckin' parrot.Ma' rage was fillin me, I swallowed the shit and left the house with anger ready to fucking melt this world. When I met haz and nat, it kinda cooled off,i felt happy with them,but when i was alone again, the anger came back, and I let it burn ,burn baby-burn..................Ok, this sat, im going to ma' msian homie grandma death anniversary,.lot of my homies lost their loved ones .. I feel so much goddamned hate for ma own family,treating me like a fuckin fed-ex delivering parcels all over the place, like ma damned grandma thinking im a damned FEDEX...but.., half of my bestest homies, lost their own family,now two of ma' bestest homies have no pop's. I dont know man, my life lucky? mayb the only happy moment i had in the hols was me going out with ma homies to lan and cinema and shit in jb,going out with haz and nat and PW meetings. I noe ma' december holidays gonna be way better, hopefully more homies can join me....i dont like the shit that ma' cathecism classes gonna end soon, and spm around the corner for me msian homies, wont see them for a long time.....damned, how i wish i was in sec 3 or sec4 again...damned, how i wished...................we were together, same schl, mellowing out together, doing things together, sitting on top of Marsiling Hill or in woodlands centre playing BF2 like as if we own the mutha fuckin place. every week on sunday and friday, lugging shit across the customs containing shit,i feel pissed, my dad and another aunt kept sayin "DAMN IT JUDE, YOU SHOULD HAVE STOPPED WEIGHT-LIFTING,NOW SEE WHAT IT HAS DONE TO YOU! YOU'RE STUNTED AND SHORT!" and "YOU MAY WANNA CONSIDER DOING SOME STRETCHING EXCERCISES, CAUSE YOU'RE SHORT"....Dear Mutha-fuckers, how the fuk, do i grow, when i lugg pieces of shit all over the place over ma' shoulders? and for ten-years consecutively?! FUCK! fuck my mom and dad 4 commanding me like a mini-hitler and fuk my grandma,for fucking taking me to be a fuckin' douchebag deliveryman, and FUCK to my aunt especially and the last FUCK for whoever who got a problem with me? hear that? every weight i lift, rage pumps thru ma' muscles, i wish to burn the place, ma' anger,is like adrenaline, pumpin' thru ma' veins , its like a nuke...i dunnoe man,i dont depress, I still have ma' homies, im in serious shit in malaysia, will the complaint get drafted? i donnoe......If ever i meet god, i have just one question 4 him, how do you decide what skin color to put on ppl? random? i dunnoe, you shud ask him,....racial stereotyping, at customs and MRT stations, wont end man.........whatever it is, I am my own world, my homies are a part of it, i cant exist without them........they a part of me
soldiering on; 6:54 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Played LAN AGAIN with the rest of my platoon yesterday.Sgt.Chong,Sgt.Fiqo and
JIVAN. I fucking hate the Singapore immigration.They treat me like some fucking alien speaking some
ZURG language.
Nigga, I've been sitting on my ass in Singapore for fucking 10 years and you treat me like a piece of shit from Mars.BITCH!.Anyway,my platoon was waiting on me in LAN. Sgt.
Chong and
JIVAN are desperate
noobs in Command and conquer,HAHA.Sgt.Chong became horny lately,
dont know why.Sgt.Fiqo,blacker.JIVAN,according to
Weichi,smaller brain mass and me, all of the above qualities(with the exception of the brain mass shit).
Weichi is useless in Left 4 dead,hell,he was on my team!Nevertheless,I fought till the end and owned Sgt.
Chong and Jivan.Sgt.Fiqo not
soo bad,but I'd hate to fight him in an
awp,CS,map.
ATTENTION ALL MILITARY PERSONNEL, THE MAN ON THE LEFT IS WANTED FOR WAR-CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY.
HAHA.
Ok,the guy on the left,is
JIVAN a.k.a Sgt.Ice..Didn't see his pic huh? He's Camera-shy,just like CHICHI.All right,more pics up your way.
I have no idea why the fuck both my soldiers are looking down at me.My Cleavage?Sgt.
Chong, what's your major malfunction
?Don't bother go showing off your muscles,it's the size of the chicken pieces i eat everyday at lunch.GO BEEF UP!. Deep-blue
authenticicating, Alpha-niner-whisky OUT!
soldiering on; 5:31 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Friday the 13th: Operation Local Area Networking.
Went to lan,level 3,woodlands centre,with Sgt Chong and Sgt Johnny and Chichi and speedking.Chichi quite photogenic but he's camera shy.This pic taken by Sgt.Johnny.The Crazy fucka risked getting smash by chichi.You can actually see the split second when at one instant,chichi was smilling away and when he turned around to get hold of Sgt.Johnny.All right, this all happened the week before the Friday 13th.Let's not deviate.I skipped a mutha-fukin' house meeting or whatever you call it and ran to causeway point,hopped on a 913 bus,rendezvous with chichi.I ran like hell to Lan and met the rest of the platoon.Not enough free coms,goddamn it.Went down to mcd's.Got myself a big mac meal.FUCKING 8 BUCKS! It took me 3 mins to gobble down the shit that caused 8 bucks and once I'm done,Speedking came in and got himself a double cheeseburger.We talked for about 5 mins.Then the rest of the jarheads came down.Jivan was there too.What dumb-asses,they left their freakin account logged on.Then,Jivan went up and logged all of them off and went back down to Mc'ds again.Then,all of us went back to the 3rd floor.Jivan pissed Speedking off and Jivan was in for the beating of his life.Speedking always mistook the refelction in the glass for Jivan's and ran whenever he saw one.Sgt.Johnny told him not to run to fast or he'll get cardiac arrest.We took pictures and mellowed out.ChiChi not in it for the obvious reasons.
After we had freakin coms,johnny and chichi had to go for PTC or something like that.Me,Jivan,Sgt.Chong and speedking started playing left 4 dead.Sgt.Chong,not the noobest,kept startling the witch for no fucking apparent reason and I had to go save him.As per normal,I was the highest scorer.Speedking and jivan were the greatest noobs that ever lived in my opinion.No offense homies,but if there was a zombie epidemic,I wouldnt wanna be shooting alongside Jivan.I brawled with Speedking earlier and he fuckin' bit my knuckles,FUCK! It still fucking hurts,but not so bad.The pic on your left was taken a few seconds before Speedking decided to vent his anger on Jivan.I've just learn something about jivan,he doesnt have balls.He didnt dare face Speedking like a man.Much like a hamster.Speedking,good luck to whacking the daylights outta him.Sgt.Chong act cute.He doesnt trust me skills in harvesting.Wants me to do a live demonstration in front of his eyes.Soldier,you need time.Dont worry,I'll show you,you've tried one and failed and I too,will try one.Ouh yeah,and by the way,Sgt.Johnny,could you please teach me how the fuck you insert a computerized voice?HOOYA MASTER CHIEF!This is Sgt.Smash......Zulu-6 OUT!
soldiering on; 5:29 PM
let's see, june holidays, still not much time spent with ma' homies, crappy tests coming, sry 4 ma' homie, his old man just left him.Tmrw and saturday are days i might be looking forward to. i had a dream that I was going back to sec schl, well, if only it were true. fuk, I shudda lived each day in sec schl as if it was....well,u noe.JC life would suck big time for me if it werent for ma' PW group, and the group that keeps me company in the morning. anw, ma' homie's old man once said, if i ever fell into any kind of trouble with any person, i could always call him, that phrase keep ringin' in my head man,just ringin'-a good man he was . I can only pray,nothin else. Friday pissed me off, badly. Ma' aunt told me, while chucking 2 humon-fuckin-gous plastic bags full of things to bring back to JB and said, "you've been staying here for quite some time, let's see if your results are good". Ai'te bitch, I got your point, but then,she continued with her babble-fuck and kept sayin the same phrase over and fucking over again like a fuckin' parrot.Ma' rage was fillin me, I swallowed the shit and left the house with anger ready to fucking melt this world. When I met haz and nat, it kinda cooled off,i felt happy with them,but when i was alone again, the anger came back, and I let it burn ,burn baby-burn..................Ok, this sat, im going to ma' msian homie grandma death anniversary,.lot of my homies lost their loved ones .. I feel so much goddamned hate for ma own family,treating me like a fuckin fed-ex delivering parcels all over the place, like ma damned grandma thinking im a damned FEDEX...but.., half of my bestest homies, lost their own family,now two of ma' bestest homies have no pop's. I dont know man, my life lucky? mayb the only happy moment i had in the hols was me going out with ma homies to lan and cinema and shit in jb,going out with haz and nat and PW meetings. I noe ma' december holidays gonna be way better, hopefully more homies can join me....i dont like the shit that ma' cathecism classes gonna end soon, and spm around the corner for me msian homies, wont see them for a long time.....damned, how i wish i was in sec 3 or sec4 again...damned, how i wished...................we were together, same schl, mellowing out together, doing things together, sitting on top of Marsiling Hill or in woodlands centre playing BF2 like as if we own the mutha fuckin place. every week on sunday and friday, lugging shit across the customs containing shit,i feel pissed, my dad and another aunt kept sayin "DAMN IT JUDE, YOU SHOULD HAVE STOPPED WEIGHT-LIFTING,NOW SEE WHAT IT HAS DONE TO YOU! YOU'RE STUNTED AND SHORT!" and "YOU MAY WANNA CONSIDER DOING SOME STRETCHING EXCERCISES, CAUSE YOU'RE SHORT"....Dear Mutha-fuckers, how the fuk, do i grow, when i lugg pieces of shit all over the place over ma' shoulders? and for ten-years consecutively?! FUCK! fuck my mom and dad 4 commanding me like a mini-hitler and fuk my grandma,for fucking taking me to be a fuckin' douchebag deliveryman, and FUCK to my aunt especially and the last FUCK for whoever who got a problem with me? hear that? every weight i lift, rage pumps thru ma' muscles, i wish to burn the place, ma' anger,is like adrenaline, pumpin' thru ma' veins , its like a nuke...i dunnoe man,i dont depress, I still have ma' homies, im in serious shit in malaysia, will the complaint get drafted? i donnoe......If ever i meet god, i have just one question 4 him, how do you decide what skin color to put on ppl? random? i dunnoe, you shud ask him,....racial stereotyping, at customs and MRT stations, wont end man.........whatever it is, I am my own world, my homies are a part of it, i cant exist without them........they a part of me
ATTENTION ALL MILITARY PERSONNEL, THE MAN ON THE LEFT IS WANTED FOR WAR-CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY.HAHA. Ok,the guy on the left,is JIVAN a.k.a Sgt.Ice..Didn't see his pic huh? He's Camera-shy,just like CHICHI.All right,more pics up your way.
I have no idea why the fuck both my soldiers are looking down at me.My Cleavage?Sgt.Chong, what's your major malfunction
?Don't bother go showing off your muscles,it's the size of the chicken pieces i eat everyday at lunch.GO BEEF UP!. Deep-blue authenticicating, Alpha-niner-whisky OUT!
After we had freakin coms,johnny and chichi had to go for PTC or something like that.Me,Jivan,Sgt.Chong and speedking started playing left 4 dead.Sgt.Chong,not the noobest,kept startling the witch for no fucking apparent reason and I had to go save him.As per normal,I was the highest scorer.Speedking and jivan were the greatest noobs that ever lived in my opinion.No offense homies,but if there was a zombie epidemic,I wouldnt wanna be shooting alongside Jivan.I brawled with Speedking earlier and he fuckin' bit my knuckles,FUCK! It still fucking hurts,but not so bad.The pic on your left was taken a few seconds before Speedking decided to vent his anger on Jivan.I've just learn something about jivan,he doesnt have balls.He didnt dare face Speedking like a man.Much like a hamster.Speedking,good luck to whacking the daylights outta him.Sgt.Chong act cute.He doesnt trust me skills in harvesting.Wants me to do a live demonstration in front of his eyes.Soldier,you need time.Dont worry,I'll show you,you've tried one and failed and I too,will try one.Ouh yeah,and by the way,Sgt.Johnny,could you please teach me how the fuck you insert a computerized voice?HOOYA MASTER CHIEF!This is Sgt.Smash......Zulu-6 OUT!